Paranoia
During my CRASH and for several months following, I essentially was a basket case. The depression, irrational thinking and the paranoia in my life tested the spiritual state of all who were close to me. I believe they (the depression, irrational thinking and the paranoia) all go hand-in-hand because they all disappeared together. It took about 15 months after the CRASH before I could finally say, "I feel I am part of the living now."